growing up

It seems like yesterday I was sitting around waiting for the arrival of a baby. James wasn't really a baby.... he was huge and never really had that newborn look. But he was a great sleeper so I didn't complain at all. I remember Spencer really struggling with me being at the hospital. My Mum had the hardest time getting him in the house after visiting us. And now I look at my boys and wonder where the time went?! Spencer is almost 5 and seems to be growing up so quickly. And just today I noticed that James was trying to say all the words we were trying to get him to say. I am not sure how another little human will fit into our little home but we are trying our best to make room. Spencer seems to be so excited for a sister and I am sure James will just be confused with the whole thing and then I hope he takes to her well. I am a little nervous to repeat the whole baby process again and then when I look at all the tiny little clothes I get excited. Hopefully she will be coming sooner than later. Count down is on!!